Mou Nakanaide ♥

Hello ^^

2008-02-22T15:48:00.000-08:00

Hello everyone.

I will no longer post on this blog.... please look here instead.

http://www.diaryofroze.blogspot.com

Yahuh

I've moved (^^)

I meet my love at night...

2007-10-19T19:04:00.001-07:00

Alot of you might think this is pretty wierd... or maybe even stupid.
But I dream of my future love.
I have no idea who he is, but I know he is out there somewhere, and I just feel like we already have a special connection, a powerful bond no one else can break or share.
You see, I have this weird belief that there is someone out there special for us already, specially picked out and matched up from when we were born, we were made for each other and meant to be.
I have no idea who he is, or what he looks like, but I like to close my eyes and dream him right next to me.
I sit there and imagine his presence as he slowly sneaks up behind me, not knowing that his love already senses him there...
and if I sit there and just dream him up long and hard enough, I can actually feel his fingertips touching my shoulders as he prepares to pull me back into a tight embrace.
My favorite place to do this used to be the rooftop of my house back in New York, but now since I've moved and the attic is almost always locked, I do this on my deck... or foyer. Whenever the stars are at thier brightest and seem thier closest.
I imagine us sitting there together, and talking about all our plans, and how we've been. I assure him I'll dream of him until we finally meet. And then he tells me how much he dreams of me as well...
I think, "How wonderful" and then we kiss, his whiskers tickling my lips (Yes I like men with whiskers,) and his long hair washed over my face, (Yesh, i like men with long hair...)
I know this is silly...
When we cannot spend the night under the stars, it would either be in the living room on the comfiest sofa, or my own bed, where we snuggle close together... I seriously hate waking up from my dreams embracing a very warm pillow... or the facinf the rude awakening of my parents screams. Thats why I often do this just before bed.
Yes, I'm crazy... but isn't it wonderful?

Ello Ello!

2007-10-19T16:02:00.000-07:00

Hey hey everyone! I am SO Sorry... This blog is in serious need of an *Update*

And I'll be happy to do it...

Tomorrow ^^

Really! Tomorrow I'll have loads of time.... Key's?

Bye Now

This night...

2007-10-17T20:11:00.000-07:00

Attended Youth gathering in the firehouse.... came back not too long ago. Now to enjoy the rest of the night. Maybe I'll sip some lemonade and play Harvest Moon... or finish my book. I was just getting to the good part.

I love the Nighttime.

If I was so sure my parents wouldn't object, I'd sleep outside tonight.

On being Emo... again.

2007-10-17T11:58:00.001-07:00

Like I said in an earlier post, society considers me Emo. Why, how should I really know? The whole thing makes absolutely no sense to me.

So far, the traits that ultimately make me "Emo" are my sense of style, makeup, and my willingness to fly solo almost all the time.

What have I got to say for myself?

SO

WHAT?

How I dress and what I do is 100% me!

Guaranteed!

I'm not sure HOW this whole EMO thing actually started, I thought it was just a music genre o.O

But isn't it?

How long was I away?

What ELSE happened, did the Olsen twins finally decide to make more movies?

I've done it!

2007-10-16T08:15:00.000-07:00

Eureka! I've got an Awesome blog template now!

(That's right, I've changed it yet again...)

I love it so much... so it's going to stay for a WHILE...

(Wait a minute, didn't I say the same for another one recently...)

It makes me feel so comfortable and... stuff. So yeah, it's great! But how come my blog is not being read.... well, not Often anyway.

How come I'm so boring?

Is it the changing of templates every so often?

The rushed anime reveiws?

My constant blabbing?

The Paris Hilton music?

(It better NOT be the last option, I LOVE Paris!)

Spectacular template...

2007-10-15T10:20:00.000-07:00

You know what I need?

I need a SPECTACULAR blog template.

One that really shows how expressive I am and want to be....

Yes, this current one is pretty okay, and the Goong and Toki Doki one was nice too.

The Jigoku Shoujo was WAY too dark...

So just what do I need to fully express me... besides the background music and my entries... hmmmmm....

OMG, NO WAY! Spectacular news!

2007-10-15T08:53:00.000-07:00

OMG OMG OMG!

Nobody is going to beleive this!

This is so awesome.... BEST THING EVAAAAAAAAAARRRRRR!

My birthday!

...

...

...

Do you know WHEN that is?

Januray the twenty-fifth!

...

...

...

SO WHAT, you say?

WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?

That is THE EXACT SAME DAY Shotaro Ishinomori was born!

OMG OMG OMG!

I had no idea!

SPECTACULAR news indeed!

G'day!

2007-10-15T08:37:00.000-07:00

G'day everyone, In the US of A and beyond!

I just took a look back and realized I had promised ALOT of updates... and they have NOT come yet!

Am I irresponsible or what?

I'll fix that today... as soon as I get to explaining what happened with me yesterday :)

Smiles everyone!

Wakuri

So wonderful... I love sunday!

2007-10-14T17:17:00.000-07:00

Have a

Wonderful

Sunday afternoon everyone! I sure had one, tell you all about it on the morrow. Right now, I'd like to enjoy the rest of this night.

Here's a nice worship song we learned thursday at choir practice and sang today!

I hope you love it as much as I do, g'nite and

Blessed be!

Okay, I'm ready to talk ^^

2007-09-26T08:30:00.001-07:00

Alright, I thinky I'm ready to talk about my life now. I'm suprised it's taken me a long time because usually I've got lots to say about myself ^^

So, where do I start... well, I've moved from New York State, down to Georgia, and unlike life in the big apple, I met a whole lot of new friends... wait, SKRATCH that last part, "Potential" friends. That's one key thing about me, I've learned from experience that it's not best to just "friend" the first few people you meet and happen to get along with really well. I Select mine, and it usually takes alot to select your friends, that is, if you're just starting out and feel that you'll have NO friends if you start choosing who you to want to hang out with, what I've got to say is, DON'T WORRY! So you're not going to be happy if you don't surround yourself with people... just people, and a whole lot of them? Who may never really care deeply about or truly accept you... Sssoooo not true! Ever heard of quality NOT "quantity?"

For example,

Jane has this friend, Bruce, whom she's know for about four years. They went through middle school together, and are just starting highschool, TOGETHER.

Then Jane meets NEW people in Highschool, totally shoves Brucey aside, and surrounds herself with a totally different crowd and hastily calls them friends...

Now I'm not saying this is a really really really BAD thing, I'm just saying it most certainly is NOT wise. You see, Jane here is starting highschool for the first time, and is also meeting this new crowd FOR THE FIRST TIME. Unlike Brucey over there, she knows next to nothing about these people. Yeah, they could have received Jane very very well, they could have lots in common, I'm totally NOT against that, what I am against though, is the fact that she totally ignores somebody who has already proven himself as a true friend. Now in a different scenario, If Jane were to keep these new buddies, AND Bruce, remaining true to him as a friend, it wouldn't have been too bad at all because, should anything happen, Brucey would always be there for her. Y'see, he understands her feelings more than anybody else right now because he's here first and BEST friend, and knew her the longest.

PAUSE

Y'see how talking about myself can sprout something else so quickly? Please bear with me...^^

RESUME

Okay, now for another scenario, MY scenario, and I know a whole lot of you can relate to this. I moved from NYC to Georgia, where I knew NO ONE. As I went through my new highschool days, I met a girl first. Her nam was Jasmine White.

Usually, I wouldn't be the one to approach somebody, but I did. I SWEAR that was a first.

Ummm this post will be continued in a part II...

A normal journal entry for once...

2007-09-25T21:18:00.000-07:00

Let's see if I can write a normal journal entry... clearly impossible.

Well, today I did nothing but change my template (As usual)

And... to make a long but seriously awesome story short, I had loads of fun on saturday. I'll tell you all about it tomorrow. For now, I really, Really need some sleep.

Night

Goong layout...

2007-09-25T17:25:00.000-07:00

Yesh, I just HAPPENED to HAPPEN upon this layout, and you know what? I just HAPPEN to

LOVE
Goong

So with that said, this layout is staying for a very very very long time... not only that, but there are PLENTY other Goong layouts to play with... XD

Hooray for ChaeGyung!

Uuugh!

2007-09-23T16:31:00.000-07:00

Feeling terrible urge to change blog template again...

ugh!

Gyakuten Saiban... the Movie (Or motion picture whatever it's called o.O)!

2007-09-22T09:23:00.000-07:00

Some think it's absurd, I think it's a GREAT idea! Why NOT make a Phoenix Wright (Gyakuten Saiban) movie? That would be so awesome... XD

For those of you who do not know what Phoenix Wright is... (Or who he is, sorry.) It's a game about an attorney... No, COME BACK! The game is fun I promise -_-' Don't lose interest just because it's about law, waaaah!

So anyway, Phoenix (Naruhodo ryuuichi) is a novice lawyer who's just learning the ropes, and already he's pretty popular. Why? Well you can't have a great game OR a successful attorney without SOME supernatural powers, right? No way (Because those of you who think law games are no fu will go away and never return T.T)! So anyway, I'm not going to spoil it for those of you who want to play the game, so let me just say it's like Elliot and Olivia team up with John Edward and Chris Angel... least likely huh ^_^' But you know, thats a GREAT idea for a movie, Olivia and Elliot with the combined forces of John and Chris... to catch murderer's!

Mwahahahahahha!

Phoenix Wright Ace Attorney is actually the remake of a collection of games for gameboy and advance called Gyakuten Saiban for Nintendo DS. So there are alot of difference's. You get to use some of the DS features alot, so it's so much more fun XD!

Some Screen shots from Gyakuten Saiban

Shikamaru x Temari

2007-09-22T09:12:00.000-07:00

Shika x Temari

I'm telling you. it's GONNA happen... just you wait!

....

Ummm that's all ^^

Fullmetal Alchemist movie, Conqueror of Shamballa!

2007-09-22T03:44:00.000-07:00

The FMA movie, Conqueror of Shamballa!

Okey's this is where you guy's who don't want to see spoilers RUN! And if you don't read what follows after this, you CANNOT say I didn't warn you...

ALL SPOILED STUFFS WILL BE COLOURED LIKE THIS!

YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!

Thankies :D!

So anyway, Conqueror of Shamballa is the movie sequel to Fullmetal Alchemist, the anime. You know, the very last episode where Edward and Alphonse get seperated and dwell in seperate worlds for about two years, and blah blah blah. Yeah, well anyways, to make a long and agonizing story less painfully short, we get to see Edward again first, traveling around with the earth (Yes Ed is on earth XD), counterpart of his brother Alphonse... only his name is Alfons, he's german, and he has this big dream of actually building a rocket that can actually go into space and actually make the entire world see that Germany is kewl (As IF we didn't know that already, YAW XD!). But hold on there, thats not what the movie's about... unfortunately. Y'see there's this Roma girl named Noa who's on the run after her people sold her off to the the THULE SOCIETY, (thats right folks, we get to see some crazy Ask Me For nothing's, biggots galore, and HITLER), because she's the resident fortune teller, and unlike most her talents are real, and they need her to do thier evil bidding, mwahahaha! So anyway, Ed rescues her from some thugs who do not know how to use guns... wait a minute, I'm not supposed to be telling you the entire movie! This was supposed to be painlessly short! So anyway, Alphonse goes through puberty and looks absolutely smexy XD, Winry is visibly depressed, Hughes counterpart is a biggot, Envy's screentime gets cut and so does Hohenheims, Germany rox, and Alfons looks so adorable when he smiles XP... is that it... yeah, thats it. I'll actually WRITE a PROPER summary when I'm in a more serious mood -_-'

Eheheh... Layout again

2007-09-22T03:39:00.000-07:00

Okey's, you won't beleive this, actually you would, I changed my layout... AGAIN! And I'm just loving it! This is the one I was searching for all along, YAHOO XD (Does a really embarassing jig)!

Ahem

Please don't act like you all don't change layouts this much too :P... hmph!

New Blog

2007-09-17T16:50:00.000-07:00

I made a new blog for fanfiction today :D . Yay! It's going to mostly be yaoi fiction because... it's HOT! ^^

So anyway, If anybody wants to, go check it out! http://bemyescapefanfiction.blogspot.com/

Layout...

2007-09-17T11:59:00.001-07:00

I changed my layout yet again XD

Edward Elric x Alfons Heiderich

2007-09-15T18:31:00.001-07:00

Click the link(Alfons)to watch the AMV!

Oooh Yeah!

One of my fave Fullmetal Alchemist pairings. I mean, it TOTALLY makes sense XDXDXDXD! Scenes from the Conquerer of Shamballa movie. I just love the ending... *sniff*

This AMV was put together by "Alfons Heidrich" of Youtube.com XD
using clips from the movie... some of the most important ones (To me anyway). So if you're scared you're going to see a spoiler (Though I doubt it) Don't watch! Wait a minute... what if no one reads this first... oops o.O

Birthday... Woohoo

2007-09-13T17:12:00.000-07:00

Today is (Was) my grandmama's birthday. Tomorrow we're going to have a HUGE party for her. It's tomorrow because lotz of people she does not expect to turn up will. From all around the U.S. XD ! Grandma is SUCH a magnet o.O

Aiden - Conviction

2007-09-13T09:40:00.000-07:00

Aiden Rox XD. I haven't gotten the album, but my fave track off of Conviction is "One Love" XD. Which really doesn't make much sense since the I've only heard "Teenage Queen" and "She Will Love You." >_<

Once me and my friend Jes got into this big stupid argument over which band rox harder than which... (The name of HER bands will remain anonymous o.O) So anyway, I pit my favorite bands against hers... and to make a long, stupid, pointless, and mortifying story short, I got socked in the face for saying WiL was hot ...

...

Hotter than some other guy who will NOT be named... It's just too much of a disgrace. The NERVE of that woman (Well, she's a "woman" now). She even forgot this ever happened! Yeah, so why do I even care to remember is what some of you are thinking. Well, I can easily answer your question. That is, if you are wiling to take a fist to the face for Wil Francis o.O

Anyways, I want the darn CD XD! Or those mp3 thingys... whatever. As long as it's legal and supports the band XD.

Layout...

2007-09-13T03:35:00.000-07:00

Changed my blog layout yet again. -_-'

Secret (Incomplete)

2007-09-12T14:02:00.000-07:00

This is a little poem I wrote ^_^

It's unfinished so shut your face if you don't like it!

Just kidding, criticism is very welcome, I LOVE it. Go ahead and tell me what you think.

Secret

So you've found the place sheilded from lies, where a lone girl runs to cry.

Still Mystified, the devil boy himself still stalks her.

She hides

Diet for the pain, stopper for the rain.

Keep it secret in your hearts pocket.

Emo

2007-09-12T11:44:00.000-07:00

What exactly is emo?

I really don't know for sure. I had my own style (So I thought), I had my own unique mix of music I loved to rock out to (So I thought), and I'm pretty much a loner who loves to read and write poems and stories... So, I'm emo?

I had no idea. I mean, I was once considered goth because I hung around with a whole group of them in highschool, actually some goths and two grunge kids. (Seriously, people have NO idea what goth is if they can't tell them apart from a grunge).

Anyways, we got into a whole lot of trouble together, and yeah, we were a BIT depressed. But aren't all teenagers? You could imagine (If you can) how startled I was to be reading by myself in the library one day, and to have someone walk up and ask me "Hey, you're emo right?"

...

...

...

"Excuse me?" Was my reply.

Then the idiot went on to call me a poser... o.O

I looked into it, this Emo thing and realized that there was a whole other group of kids that shared my interests (Atleast not up to the whole japan thing -_-') and went around dressing and acting like I did... now firs tof all, NOBODY is going to TELL me that the way I dress and wear amy makeup ties me to a bunch of kids (And some adults) I don't even know. Yesh, I'll let you say I'm emo, but please... don't drone on and on about me cutting my wrists, being suicidal, or worshiping Marilyn Manson -_-' Thats just stupid!

Today

2007-09-12T07:00:00.001-07:00

yeah, so today my aunt is flying in from New York. Happy happy joy... Thats all I could think to post right now. -_-'

Wakuri

2007-09-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

Okay, let me introduce myself. I'm Wakuri. This is my blog. I entitled it Nakanaide for a reason but it's a very long reason... no short story. So I'm NOT going to get into that right now. I love the arts... I love Music. it's my life. I hope to learn guitar someday and share my love with the world... It sounds a bit too sappy but I'm being serious.

I love Japan... the japanese... the culure. Anything Japan. I have no shame in admitting I wish I was japanese. There' s more to them than just "anime", people.

When I draw, I put my heart and soul into it. I draw my very best when I'm in pain. Which is very sad...

Writing was my first love. I've been writing short stories since the first grade. Of course now they make alot more sense.

Among my friends favorites are, "Dear Jimmy", "Drift", "Pool Dreams", and the most recent hit, "Conor is a zombie."

I think I'll actually post them up for all to see... but there's that fear I have of some joker stealing my work... do that... and I'll KILL you :)